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This node of the American Dust website (formerly Brautigan Bibliography and Archive) provides comprehensive information about Richard Brautigan's poetry collection Please Plant This Book. Published in 1968, this collection of eight poems printed on seed packets placed in a folder was Brautigan's sixth published poetry book. Publication and background information is provided, along with reviews, many with full text. Use the menu tabs below to learn more.
Publication
Publication information regarding the various editions in English of Richard Brautigan's Please Plant This Book is presented below. Corrections and/or additions would be greatly appreciated.
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A8.1: First USA Edition, Graham Mackintosh, 1968

Limited Edition: 1,500-5,000 copies; all for free distribution
Folder (7" x 6.25" closed) containing eight seed packets.
Two flaps inside the folder held the eight seed packets (four of flowers, four of vegetables).
The front of each packet was printed with a poem titled for the type of seeds contained in that packet. Planting instructions were printed on the back, the same for all eight packets.
Printed in sepia ink by Graham Mackintosh
Covers
Folder front cover photographs of Caledonia Jahrmarkt by Bill Brach, a Haight-Ashbury photographer.
Back cover provided printing information.
A8.2: Tarot Press Edition, 1970
Buffalo, New York: Undercurrent in cooperation with New Student Review. 1970
Limited Edition: 2,000 copies; all for free distribution
Printed by Tarot Press, Inc. in cooperation with Multi-Media, Inc.
In Spring 1970, the two literary magazines at The State University of New York Buffalo, Undercurrent and New Student Review pooled their budgets to print a facsimile edition of 2,000 copies.
Additions to the original include local printing information on the back cover, and the line "Buffalo, N. Y. / Free" on the left folder flap. The "San Francisco / Free" of the original was moved to the right folder flap. The eight seed packets contained the same seeds as in the first edition, but all planting instructions were printed on a separate sheet and laid into the folder. Printed at the top of this separate sheet is the line "This issue of UNDERCURRENTS is printed in memory of Jacob Titelbaum". The bottom of the same sheet reads "PACKED FOR THE 1970-1971 SEASON".
Feedback from Paul Tenser
"I was a 7th grade science teacher in 1968-1969 and had encountered and loved Brautigan's Trout Fishing in America. I went to San Francisco/Berkeley that summer (1969). That was the summer of Charles Manson/the first man on the moon/Woodstock/Mescaline/ya hoo! When I asked at the bookstore if they had any Brautigan they showed me a copy of Please Plant This Book. When I asked how much, they responded $5.00. I said, "But, but, it's supposed to be given away free" and they said $5.00.
"When I returned to Buffalo I showed the book to friends who published the campus (State Universitiy of New York at Buffalo) literary magazine (called New Student Review). They decided to publish 2000 copies of Please Plant This Book as the Spring 1970 edition of the literature review using University funding for all aspects of publication. I spoke to Brautigan (at a reading in Buffalo) to see if we could make any changes in the layout or the seeds. We thought it would easier to print if we could use different photographs on the front cover and different seeds. Brautigan said no.
"My job was to find a source of bulk untreated seeds—not so easy in 1969, and in several nightlong sessions we printed and filled the seed envelopes and assembled all 2000 copies of the book.
"After everyone involved took some copies I went to the Student Union
one spring day at lunchtime. I set up a table and started yelling "Free
Books. Free Books." Some people were immediately attracted but many of
the staff personel looked questioningly at me when they first went into
the cafeteria. They might have thought I was handing out pornography or
left wing radical political material. But, after having seen what some
of their friends had gotten they mobbed the table on the way out.
"Please, for my grandchildren, for my neighbors." One minister wanted
(and got) 40 copies for his congregation. Within two hours all copies
were gone. It was one of the best days of my life."
— Paul Tenser. Email to John F. Barber, 17 August 2009.
Background
First published in March 1968, Please Plant This Book, a collection of eight poems printed on eight seed packets placed in a folder, was Brautigan's fourth collection of poetry, his sixth published poetry book.
A limited edition (exact number unknown; reports suggest 1,500-5,000 copies; Brautigan stated 5,000 in his 1968 application for a Guggenheim Fellowship) was published, all for free distribution. This was Brautigan's last independent publishing venture.
Inspiration
One possible source of inspiration for the concept and design for this project was the work of beat visual artist Wallace Berman and his magazine Semina, a free-form art and poetry journal that Berman published between 1955 and 1964. Each of the nine issues was printed on a handpress and then hand-assembled by Berman who glued artwork, photographs, small poems and other items inside. Sometimes the enclosed items were loose, laid in between the magazine's pages, or tucked into inside pockets without prescribed order or sequence. Each issue was extremely limited, a few hundred copies, ephemeral although focused on a loose theme, personal, and distributed mostly via the U.S. Mail to a very select group of recipients who were often the contributors as well. As a literary journal, each issue of Semina was a loosely assembled compendium of the most interesting artists and poets of the time, staking out a new cultural context for the evolving literature and art counterculture. See Semina Culture: Wallace Berman & His Circle. Eds. Michael Duncan and Kristine McKenna. New York: Distributed Art Producers/Santa Monica Museum of Art, 2005. ISBN 193-3045-108.
Another possible inspiration was the Festival of Growing Things, a rock concert held at Mount Tamalpais Outdoor Theater on Saturday and Sunday 1-2 July 1967, 11:30 AM-6:00 PM, featuring many all the major San Francisco bands of the time. Charles Perry says, "free packets of flower seeds were given to all who attended" ( 215), but the promotional poster for the event says simply "Free Seeds." From the background illustration of the poster, one could assume the "free seeds" were marijuana.
A newspaper advertisement, like the event poster, listed the bands scheduled to perform. The Saturday line-up included: Quicksilver Messenger Service, Steve Miller Band, Blue Cheer, Sandy Bull, Hugh Masekela, Congress of Wonders, Charlatans, Ace of Cups, Wildflower, and Mt. Rushmore. Sunday's line-up included: Big Brother and The Holding Company, County Joe and The Fish, Sandy Bull, Congress of Wonders, Charlatans, Wildflower, Mt. Rushmore, Ace of Cups, and The Phoenix.
According to William Hjortsberg, the "genesis" of the idea for poetry printed on seed packets came from conversations with Jack and Vicki Shoemaker about producing an "edible book" or a "disposable book" for the upcoming, Digger-inspired Pacific Coast Free Thing, 3 June 1967. The idea was too complicated to complete before the festival, but Brautigan apparently hung on to the idea (William Hjortsberg 316).
Date of Publication
Reportedly, the first copies of Please Plant This Book were to be given away on 20 March 1968, at the First Day of Spring Celebration in San Francisco's Golden Gate Park. As Sandy Darlington notes in the 21 March 1968 issue of San Francisco Express Times, "Richard Brautigan is bringing out a book called Please Plant This Book. He's having seed packets printed up with a poem on one side and directions for planting the contents on the other. There will be eight packets, with eight poems and eight different kinds of seeds, four flowers and four vegetables. The packets will be inside a folder. Read the poems and then plant the seeds.
"Recently he spent an afternoon in a seed store in Daly City selecting seeds. They had to be easy to plant and growable anywhere in Northern California. That ruled out the Firecracker Zinnia. Richard had a poem all ready for it, but the seed man said it wouldn't grow in San Francisco. So he substituted Calendula.
"Graham Mackintosh is printing up the folder-poems-book. Richard and his friends are going to package the seeds by hand and then give the book away for free, starting on March 20th at the First Day of Spring Celebration in Golden Gate Park. He only bought a few pounds of seeds, sixteen to be exact, but they're small and the total number of them comes to over five million. You must have a lot of ground to cover said the seed man" (Darlington, Sandy. "Please Plant This Page." San Francisco Express Times, vol. 1, no. 9, 21 March 1968, p. 5).
Darlington profiles Brautigan's Please Plant This Book, using it as an example of how authors release books to their readers. The article features a photograph by Bob Siedemann of Brautigan sitting in a wicker chair. READ this profile.
Funding for Printing
Reports differ regarding who paid for the printing of Please Plant This Book. William Hjortsberg says Brautigan raised money from Jack Shoemaker, owner of the Unicorn Book Shop, 905 Embarcadero del Norte, Isla Vista, California, and received a donation from the band Mad River (William Hjortsberg 328).
Richie Unterberger, author of numerous music books and reviews, says members of the band Mad River, "mindful of Brautigan's kindness when they were starving, had used some of their Capitol [Records] advance [against royalties from their third album "Paradise Bar and Grill"]" to pay for the printing of this book.
David Biasottti, biographer for Mad River, says while some band members do not remember, others feel they used a portion of their revenues from their first successful record album to finance the printing of Please Plant This Book, and helped glue the folders together. ("Just Like a Poem: Richard Brautigan and Mad River." Richard Brautigan: Essays on the Writings and Life. 2006, pp. 48-61). READ this profile.
Sources within the Diggers who wish to remain anonymous say the Diggers financed the printing of Please Plant This Book, helped put it together, and helped distribute copies. One Digger recalls distributing copies at local fire stations.
Production
The folder and seed packets were printed by Graham Mackintosh who noted this book as one of the two most imaginative he ever printed. "By imaginative I mean, really, fitting the subject matter, the word, with the format. Like using a good heavy book on marriage techniques to press a wedding flower, or to conceal pornography. With the Brautigan book, poems were printed on actual seed packages and these were then worked into a book. But the essential thing was that the seeds were real—that is, if you planted Shasta daisies you got back Shasta daisies and not carrots—and one had only to plant this book" (Alastair Johnston 89).
Mackintosh included Please Plant This Book as one of seven of "special interest" in a show titled "Fifty Years of Printing by Graham Mackintosh" held at the San Francisco Public Library during August 1968 (Johnston 57-59).
Given Brautigan's interest in the presentation of his work in print it seems likely that he had some specific order in mind for the seed packets. There is, however, no definitive information about what that order was to be.
Brautigan created a model of the folder and its seed packet contents using poster board. He illustrated the cover with a crayon drawing of a black horse surrounded by carrots and flowers and bursts of red, yellow, and green. He wrote his name and the title on the cover. On the back, he wrote, "This Book is FREE." He created models for the seed packets from 3" x 5" pieces of paper, typing the eight poems on one side, the planting instructions on the other.
Assembly
Copies of the book were assembled at Mackintosh's printing shop, Jack Shoemaker's house in Isla Vista, California, and at Kendrick Rand's San Francisco apartment. Members of the band Mad River helped assemble the book s payback from Brautigan's help assembling their first record album, released in the fall of 1967.
One Digger, recalls coalating the book. "I was a Digger and was friends with Richard and helped collate Plant This Book outdoors on a nice day. I've never seen it refered to and have always wondered if anyone remembered it. I loved it.
— Anonymous, email to John F. Barber, 17 February 2007.
Contents
Richard Brautigan's Please Plant This Book consisted of eight poems printed on seed packets. Four of the poems were about flowers. The other four were about vegetables.
Text on back of each seed packet read
Packed for 1968-1969 season
California Native Flowers:
Plant seed directly in the open where plants are to remain in well
prepared soil after all danger of frost is past. In frost-free districts
seeds may be planted in the fall. Mix seed with several times its bulk
of fine soil and sew broadcast, preferably in an open sunny location.
Cover any exposed seed very lightly, not over 1/8 inch and press soil
down firmly. When plants are well established thin out to stand 6 inches
apart as crowding produces inferior plants. Keep ground moist with fine
spray until plants are well up. If allowed to remain, the plants will
reseed year after year.
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California Native Flowers
In this spring of 1968 with the last
third of the Twentieth Century
traveling like a dream toward its
end, it is the time to plant books,
to pass them into the ground, so that
flowers and vegetables may grow
from these pages.
Selected Reprints
San Francisco Express Times, vol. 1, no. 9, 21 Mar. 1968, p. 1.
Learn more.
Shasta Daisy
I pray that in thirty-two years
passing that flowers and vegetables
will water the Twenty-First Cent-
ury with their voices telling that
they were once a book turned by
loving hands into life.
Calendula
My friends worry and they tell me
About it. They talk of the world
ending, of darkness and disaster.
I always listen gently, and then
say: No, it's not going to end. This
is only the beginning, as this book
is only a beginning.
Sweet Alyssum Royal Carpet
I've decided to live in a world where
books are changed into thousands
of gardens with children playing
in the gardens and learning the gen-
tle ways of green growing things.
Parsley
I thank the energy, the gods and the
theater of history that brought
us here to this very moment with
this book in our hands, calling
like the future down a green and
starry hill.
Squash
The time is right to mix sentences
sentences with dirt and the sun
with punctuation and the rain with
verbs, and for worms to pass
through question marks, and the
stars to shine down on budding
nouns, and the dew to form on
paragraphs.
Selected Reprints
San Francisco Express Times, vol. 1, no. 9, 21 Mar. 1968, p. 5.
Learn more.
Carrots
I think the spring of 1968 is a good
time to look into our blood and
see where our hearts are flowing
as these flowers and vegetables
will look into their hearts every day
and see the sun reflecting like a
great mirror their desire to live
and be beautiful.
Lettuce
The only hope we have is our
children and the seeds we give them
and the gardens we plant together.
Calendula
California Native Flowers
Carrots
Lettuce
Parsley
Shasta Daisy
Squash
Sweet Alyssum Royal Carpet
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"Please Plant This Page"
Sandy Darlington
San Francisco Express Times, 21 Mar. 1968, vol. 1, no. 9, p. 5.
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How does a writer get to his audience? How can he reach the point where marketing his product and talking to his friends are the same thing?
Well, Richard Brautigan is bringing out a book called Please Plant This Book. He's having seed packets printed up with a poem on one side and directions for planting the contents on the other. There will be eight packets, with eight poems and eight different kinds of seeds, four flowers and four vegetables. The packets will be inside a folder. Read the poems and then plant the seeds.
Recently he spent an afternoon in a seed store in Daly City selecting seeds. They had to be easy to plant and growable anywhere in Northern California. That ruled out the Firecracker Zinnia. Richard had a poem all ready for it, but the seed man said it wouldn't grow in San Francisco. So he substituted Calendula.
Graham Mackintosh is printing up the folder-poems-book. Richard and his friends are going to package the seeds by hand and then give the book away for free, starting on March 20th at the First Day of Spring Celebration in Golden Gate Park. He only bought a few pounds of seeds, sixteen to be exact, but they're small and the total number of them comes to over five million. You must have a lot of ground to cover said the seed man.
Recently Richard had a novel published called Trout Fishing in America. It's a funny, gentle, enjoyable and costs $1.95 in paper back. The title might put off some potential readers, but it's right for the book. Until you read it, you probably won't have realized how much of life is involved with Trout Fishing in America, such as the Hotel Trout Fishing in America which is located near Broadway and Columbus in San Francisco, or Trout Fishing in America Bumper Stickers. If you read a few pages of it in a bookstore, you'll find out where it's at. As in the chapter on "The Kool-Aid Wino":
"He was careful to see that the jar did not overflow and the precious Kool-Aid spill out onto the ground. When the jar was full he turned the water off with a sudden but delicate motion like a famous brain surgeon removing a disordered portion of the imagination. Then he screwed the lid tightly onto the top of the jar and gave it a good shake . . .
"He created his own Kool-Aid reality and was able to illuminate himself by it."
Another of Richard's novels, A Confederate General from Big Sur, was published by Grove Press in 1964. It's very enjoyable too but only came out in hardback for $3.95, didn't sell, and is now on remainder at City Lights for a dollar. Richard doesn't believe in hard-backed books or high prices. He thinks two dollars for a book is about right, because then the buyer is choosing betwen a book and a movie and that's how it should be, whereas four dollars makes it a big deal.
In the next few months, Richard is having a novel published called In Watermelon Sugar, and a book of poems, The Pill vs. The Springhill Mine Disaster. Both will be paperback and low priced, and like Trout Fishing, they're being published by Four Seasons Foundation, a San Francisco publishing house run by Don Allen who was Brautigan's editor when he was with Grove.
The old way to bring out a book was in hard-back first, and then in paper if it did well, if it fought its way up to public notice in spite of being surrounded by the likes of Valley of Dolls and Ike's Funny Stories. Here is New York speaking:
"One could not make one's living writing good novels any more. With the
exception here and there, it had always been impossible, but not
altogether—there had used to be the long chance of having a best seller.
Now with paperback books, even a serious novel with extraordinary good
reviews was lucky to sell thirty thousand copies—most people preferred
to wait a year and read the book later in its cheap edition.
— from Cannibals and Christians, Norman Mailer
When they got into the business of writing, people like Mailer felt they had to compete and sell in the established market-place, like the Beatles did. In that world, the middle-man has a vested interest in keeping us isolated. If the writer works and lives in a garrett (or a cocktail party, which is the same thing) and the people he might communicate with are scattered all over the land in little clusters of lonelies and weirds, then up pops the middle-man and offers to carry the message around.
But by the time the message has been through his hands, had its hair processed, teeth capped, grammar improved, it doesn't usually matter if it gets there or not, it's dead on arrival. Or so emptied of its force that a lot of people believe Art means Weakness. And of course they were in part right because loneliness and isolation do weaken us, we tend to forget that we're related to our listeners. What should be a groovy conversation becomes a precious sermon.
Now there's a change coming and the middle-men, the delivery boys, are going out of style, all the way from George Romney to the Monkees. They'll probably have Remember the Garrett bumper stickers soon.
Groovy. Let them go live in the garretts now, we'll occupy the lowlands and the towns. If a man has a hardware store, he knows how his customers are; he and his product and his family and friends are all together. It should be the same for a rock band or a writer. That's one of the reasons why the Grateful Dead, Quicksilver Messenger Service and Head Lights were so happy about the tour they recently set up in the Northwest; they weren't part of some professional middle-man's packaging concept, everything was them and the audience.
Last December, Richard Brautigan and his friends printed 2500 copies of a poem called The San Francisco Weather Report and handed them out in the financial district at noon. It hadn't rained in two weeks. A friend of his told him later of handing the poem to a secretary who began to read it out loud. After the title, the next line is Gee, You're so Beautiful That It's starting to Rain. As she read the line, raindrops started hitting the paper. She looked up at him, took a step backwards and just stared. There's so many ways to say hello.
"Just Like a Poem: Richard Brautigan and Mad River"
David Biasotti
Richard Brautigan: Essays on the Writings and Life. Edited by John F. Barber. Jefferson, North Carolina: McFarland, 2006. 92-116.
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Though they recorded two albums for Capitol Records, Mad River remains one of the least-documented and enigmatic Bay Area bands of the late Sixties. That so much of their music is strange—emotional, edgy, meticulously orchestrated and quite unlike anything their peers were doing at the time—adds to the air of mystery that has long surrounded them. Their demanding music ensured that Mad River would never rise beyond cult status, but they did have their admirers, some of them well-known and influential. "Big Daddy" Tom Donahue at radio station KMPX championed the band; music critic Ralph J. Gleason liked them as well. Another fan was Richard Brautigan, who, though neither particularly well-known nor influential when Mad River first met him, would soon become both, when Trout Fishing in America hit it big. Brautigan not only befriended the young band, he helped feed them and introduce them to the local scene. As a gesture of thanks, Mad River dedicated their first album to him, and Brautigan would appear on their second album, performing his poem "Love's Not the Way to Treat a Friend." While providing an interesting glimpse of Brautigan's life in those days, the story of his friendship with Mad River also offers, in its way, a reminder of how, in that unique period on the West Coast, poets, musicians, political activists, bikers and freaks all swam together in the same countercultural soup.
Mad River, or the Mad River Blues Band as they first called themselves, came together around the spring of 1966 at the famously progressive Antioch College in Yellow Springs, Ohio. Says Tom Manning, who played bass, then rhythm guitar for the group, "What Antioch did was to have three months on campus to study. The college would get you a job with a company or an organization, and you'd work for three months off campus, come back, and write papers about it. So you were in school all the time, but you were six months on a job during the year, and six months on campus during the year. It was amazing." Guitarists Dave Robinson and Tom Manning, folkies both, were the first to start playing together. Folkies everywhere were succumbing to the allure of electric music, and Robinson and Manning soon decided to start a band of their own. They brought in Greg Druian on guitar and Lawrence Hammond, who, though classically trained and proficient on a number of instruments, initially played blues harp with the band. When a drummer was found, a younger local kid named Greg Dewey, the first lineup was in place.
It was during their off-campus work stint in Washington, D.C. that the band began to truly jell. (Manning had gone west to do his work-study at the University of Washington's Department of Oceanography, so Hammond moved over to bass.) Sharing a flat, they worked at their various day jobs, while non-Antiochian Greg Dewey kicked around town, visiting museums and killing time. In the evenings they would either rehearse or
biasotti,2006
"Just Like a Poem: Richard Brautigan and Mad River"
David Biasotti
Richard Brautigan: Essays on the Writings and Life. Edited by John F. Barber. Jefferson, North Carolina: McFarland, 2006. 92-116.
NOTE: The following material may be protected under copyright. It is
used here for archival, educational, and research purposes, not for
commercial gain or public distribution. Individuals using this material
should respect the author's rights in any use of this material.
Though they recorded two albums for Capitol Records, Mad River remains one of the least-documented and enigmatic Bay Area bands of the late Sixties. That so much of their music is strange—emotional, edgy, meticulously orchestrated and quite unlike anything their peers were doing at the time—adds to the air of mystery that has long surrounded them. Their demanding music ensured that Mad River would never rise beyond cult status, but they did have their admirers, some of them well-known and influential. "Big Daddy" Tom Donahue at radio station KMPX championed the band; music critic Ralph J. Gleason liked them as well. Another fan was Richard Brautigan, who, though neither particularly well-known nor influential when Mad River first met him, would soon become both, when Trout Fishing in America hit it big. Brautigan not only befriended the young band, he helped feed them and introduce them to the local scene. As a gesture of thanks, Mad River dedicated their first album to him, and Brautigan would appear on their second album, performing his poem "Love's Not the Way to Treat a Friend." While providing an interesting glimpse of Brautigan's life in those days, the story of his friendship with Mad River also offers, in its way, a reminder of how, in that unique period on the West Coast, poets, musicians, political activists, bikers and freaks all swam together in the same countercultural soup.
Mad River, or the Mad River Blues Band as they first called themselves, came together around the spring of 1966 at the famously progressive Antioch College in Yellow Springs, Ohio. Says Tom Manning, who played bass, then rhythm guitar for the group, "What Antioch did was to have three months on campus to study. The college would get you a job with a company or an organization, and you'd work for three months off campus, come back, and write papers about it. So you were in school all the time, but you were six months on a job during the year, and six months on campus during the year. It was amazing." Guitarists Dave Robinson and Tom Manning, folkies both, were the first to start playing together. Folkies everywhere were succumbing to the allure of electric music, and Robinson and Manning soon decided to start a band of their own. They brought in Greg Druian on guitar and Lawrence Hammond, who, though classically trained and proficient on a number of instruments, initially played blues harp with the band. When a drummer was found, a younger local kid named Greg Dewey, the first lineup was in place.
It was during their off-campus work stint in Washington, D.C. that the band began to truly jell. (Manning had gone west to do his work-study at the University of Washington's Department of Oceanography, so Hammond moved over to bass.) Sharing a flat, they worked at their various day jobs, while non-Antiochian Greg Dewey kicked around town, visiting museums and killing time. In the evenings they would either rehearse or play any club gigs they could scrape up. By the time they returned to Antioch, they had become a very tight band. More than that, they had become serious.
At first, their play list had consisted mostly of blues and R&B covers, though they would occasionally work in an original or two. (One of their first originals was William Blake's "The Fly," for which Lawrence Hammond composed a musical setting.) Increasingly, though, Hammond was coming up with songs, many of them quite dark, and all of them musically demanding. Says Greg Dewey, "Some of the intros took four weeks to figure out. Just the intros! We literally had to memorize every measure. When I think back on it, it was intense, intense work. We would get into enormous arguments and have huge fights."
The Bay Area was where it was happening, and that is where Mad River decided to go. "Putting the move together was an act of faith," says Dave Robinson, "a leap of desperation and a process that bonded us together. Essentially, we all said, 'Hey, we're out of here, and we'll meet in two weeks. Here's the address and the phone number. We're going to go where the action is.'" Tom Manning had rejoined them on rhythm guitar. As Greg Druian had opted out to continue work towards his degree, guitarist and fellow Antiochian Rick Bockner was asked to join the band on this venture, which he happily did. Says Bockner, "Because I'd been out there once and seen the sort of embryonic beginnings of the scene there, I was interested to go back and see it. And we were getting credit for doing it—it was part of our college education, to go to the Bay Area and be a rock band!" And so, in the spring of 1967 they made their various ways to the West Coast and rendezvoused in Berkeley, first at the flat of Greg Dewey's sister. Soon, they got their own place and started finding their way around.
There was an undeniably bucolic side to the Bay Area scene of 1967, but it is sometimes forgotten that it was a dark and scary time as well. The music of Mad River certainly reflected that darker side of things. Says Dave Robinson, "We kind of fled to sunny California and San Francisco, and that beautiful blue sky and that wonderful air and the sunshine, and eight months later there were tanks rolling down the street and people shooting at us. And why? Because we were speaking up against something that we knew to be wrong. People are not aware of the intensity of feeling and the storm clouds that were there. That terrible angst that you lived with from day to day. And, you know, it was more than the war. It was the oppression, the non-acceptance of who we were and the lifestyle we had chosen. It was the Blue Meanies, it was the drug busts, it was being roughed up and told to move along, the traffic stops, the harassment. I've mellowed out a lot, but I used to be a punk, a real wiseass. I don't regret that. There was a community there that you were either true to or not true to."
While no one in the band can recall with exactitude when Richard Brautigan entered their lives, it was sometime in the late summer of that year. Lawrence Hammond remembers this: "There was a guy who lived in our house when we lived in Berkeley. His name was Hal. He'd been with us at Antioch and he always wound up sleeping in the closet with his feet sticking out. Sleeping space was at a premium; there were about thirteen people who crashed there on and off. Hal found himself working at the Free Store, and I think that he ran into Brautigan and brought him home. I'm pretty sure that's the way it happened."
The Diggers were the initial connection. As Rick Bockner remembers it, "We got on to Richard or him on to us through the Diggers, Emmett Grogan and the Diggers. The Free Store in Haight-Ashbury was the first free store I'd ever seen. He was hanging around there." Says Dave Robinson, "Our getting together may have been totally serendipitous. Richard was one of a group of poets and performers that kind of floated around the Diggers. The Diggers and the Hells Angels were very much from the same mold: up the Establishment, and to a large extent, from my experience, very straightforward, practical people. Straight shooters, kind of 'Get it done' attitude, both allied against the Establishment. Meeting Richard could have been as simple as him driving a car down to one of these gigs that we played at. It may have been something as simple as travel arrangements that led to the introduction."
Tom Manning and Greg Dewey are fairly certain that Brautigan had first seen them play at an event in Berkeley's Provo Park. (Though officially named Constitution Park at the time, local counterculturalists had rechristened the tribal gathering spot in honor of Amsterdam's "playful anarchist" Provo movement. It is now called Martin Luther King Jr. Park.) Says Dewey, "He wanted to meet us. He always was a shy guy; the fact that he even ever approached us and talked to us at all was pretty bizarre, actually."
Whatever the circumstances that led to the initial meeting, it is generally acknowledged that, when Brautigan first visited their place, he suggested Mad River play at a free concert that was happening the following day in San Francisco's Panhandle neighborhood. "I think Quicksilver Messenger Service played," says Hammond, "and the Airplane played after them. There may have been three or four groups. I remember we played and Richard standing up on stage. I remember candles being handed around in the crowd and candles all over this flatbed truck. It was a kind of cold and misty night. I remember getting little twinges of shock, 'coz nothing was probably grounded very well!" Dewey adds, "We were getting shocked and it was really cold. That's the coldest I think I've ever tried to play. I remember Lawrence saying, 'Wear gloves!'"
Despite the fact Brautigan was more than ten years older and vastly more experienced in worldly matters than anyone in the band, he and Mad River seemed to click immediately. "He was older," says Dave Robinson. "We were kids. We clung to each other out of necessity. That's how we got fed, that's how we made music, that's how we lived. And here was this very independent older guy, who kind of had it together and knew the San Francisco scene and was connected and knew how to get things done. We were hippies, he was a Digger. He was part Beatnik; we didn't have any Beatnik blood. He was very much into that North Beach intellectual thing. He used to hang a lot at that place where you could sit outside, Enrico's. He would hang there with the literati and the glitterati and hold forth and see and be seen."
Brautigan was fond of all the guys in Mad River, but became especially friendly with Lawrence Hammond. That Hammond was the group's chief lyricist, and one who took his craft seriously, no doubt had something to do with the attraction. "He loved talking to Lawrence," Greg Dewey remembers, "and he was fascinated with Lawrence's writing. Here's this kid writing these wacky songs. Richard's writing from experience, and here's this 20-year-old kid writing these songs that were like heavy stuff." While Brautigan and Hammond dug talking to each other, apparently their conversations were not centered on writing, particularly. Says Hammond, "We didn't talk about art too much, he and I. I don't think he liked to talk about it. If you talked about what you were working on before it was finished, it became very difficult to finish it, for some reason. I seem to remember him commenting on that. I never asked him what he was working on at a particular time."
After the six-month lease on their place in Berkeley expired, the band shifted its base of operations to a flat on Oak Street in the Haight, across the street from the Panhandle. "Once we got to the City," says Greg Dewey, "Richard became a regular visitor, almost daily. He really took care of Mad River. Actually, the Diggers in general, probably because of him, took a liking to Mad River and sheltered us. We were very young and we didn't know what the hell we were doing, and they were guys who were out there and had been around. They were very kind to us, and took care of us. It was a major gift to us, that we had them in our corner, so to speak. Without a doubt, it was Brautigan who put us in that corner."
As Lawrence Hammond remembers, "Brautigan started appearing in our flat there on the Panhandle with Emmett Grogan and Bill Fritsch and Lenore Kandel, who were biker poets, and all involved with the Diggers. Brautigan would come and sort of regale us. When he was really wound up, he would pace back and forth with that funny floppy hat, and his hands behind his back, and just deliver all these lines." Adds Rick Bockner: "He had posture like a question mark, you know. Just this big, curvy, long guy. His head down and his hand on his chin, and his shoulders kind of curled." Hammond continues: "I always thought he'd sit down down and write in the morning, and then he'd try out what he'd written in conversational riffs on whoever happened to be in his line of fire. Anyway, he would do this and we'd all be laughing and wander off into some other room. When we'd come back and open the refrigerator, there'd be all this food in it, and we were starving. That was the Diggers' thing, free food. Well, years later it came out they were hijacking Safeway trucks. We all thought that they'd conned these people into giving away free food!"
Often as not, Brautigan would show up at the Oak Street flat toting a gallon of white wine, Gallo chablis or the like. "It was always a delight when Richard came," says Greg Dewey. "It was like the circus came. Everybody would show up, 'coz we'd get some wine and everybody would sit around and have fun all night, talking and joking around and drinking." Tom Manning: "Richard was a great guy. He was a spacey guy, in the sense that he was the kind of guy who you think is there and he's looking at you and he's seeing you, but he's seeing through you and behind you and above you at the same time. He was always like that. He was the neatest guy, one of the sweetest guys I've ever met in my life."
Brautigan would sometimes come by with poet Bill Fritsch, or "Sweet William" as he was known to some. Rick Bockner: "Fritsch was in the Hells Angels. He was head of the San Francisco chapter at one time. He was real Kerouac material. He had a heart, he had an interesting soul. The Hells Angels kind of went downhill from him, far as I'm concerned." As Lawrence Hammond remembers, "Bill had black hair. Kind of a handsome guy, and he rode with the Angels. I can remember coming home once and walking into the living room, and there were two Hells Angels there. I was kind of intimidated, and Richard and Bill were just sitting there grinning. And these Angels were just riffing about guns and shooting themselves in the feet. I was watching Richard during this whole thing, and I had a feeling that he was taking it all in and getting ready to write it down. I think he liked to do that, put people together and then sit back and watch."
Mad River released their first recording, a three-song EP for the local independent label Wee Records. Lonnie Hewitt, an East Bay jazz musician and aspiring record producer, had heard them in rehearsal, liked them, and booked the session. For one side of the EP they recorded a truncated version of their signature instrumental, the Eastern-flavored "Wind Chimes." Though in performance the piece could go on for thirteen minutes or more, one side of an EP could only accommodate a little over seven minutes in those days, so they were forced to edit it down. Also recorded were two Lawrence Hammond songs, "Amphetamine Gazelle" (titled "A Gazelle" on the EP) and the strange and lovely "Orange Fire," which evokes a napalm attack from a Vietnamese child's point of view. A thousand copies of the record were produced, and in the do-it-yourself spirit of the thing, the band actually glued the album jackets together themselves. Some recall Brautigan pitching in, as well. Rick Bockner: "That was a fun project. Five guys, a chunk of hashish, and some mucilage, gluing the covers together. We glued our own covers, and, to my knowledge, I haven't seen one that's still in one piece!"
The release of the Mad River EP signaled a change in the band's fortunes. Tom Donahue at KMPX, San Francisco's underground FM radio station, dug it, and Mad River's music began circulating on the local airwaves. This led first to some better gigs, and eventually to their recording contract with Capitol Records. Greg Dewey: "The Capitol thing was spurred on by the EP. The EP brought on the record thing, and that was Tom Donahue's influence. The radio play from the EP was what brought on the record companies. Just all of them came." Exactly how much money the band received as an advance from Capitol is something no one seems to recall with certainty, but what money they did see was mostly spent on a new van, better guitars, and better amplifiers.
While some members of Mad River do not recall one way or the other, others remember that a bit of their little financial windfall from Capitol was used to help finance the publication of Brautigan's Please Plant This Book. Rick Bockner thinks Mad River kicked in five hundred dollars or so. "I wouldn't be able to tell you the figure," says Greg Dewey. "I thought we financed it, period." Please Plant This Book was a folder containing eight seed packets—four of flowers, four of vegetables. On the front of each packet was a poem; planting instructions appeared on the back. Some of the members of Mad River helped assemble the folders. Dave Robinson: "Brautigan helped us glue together our EP jacket, and in return we helped him glue together the folder for Please Plant This Book. We would sit there and lick these things, and the glue tasted horrible! Those were two jugs of wine, pot of spaghetti kitchen projects." For his part, Greg Dewey does not remember the folder-gluing project at all, but, as he says, "Anything involved with Brautigan included booze, so I could have been blotto!" Once the books were assembled, Mad River helped distribute them. "We stood around on the corner in Sausalito," Rick Bockner recalls, "passing out these books to people to plant them." Lawrence Hammond: "I remember being given four or five copies to distribute. I think I have several copies. I think I still have the seeds, so I disobeyed the title! I think everybody thought that this was going to be a souvenir, something to have down the line. We did help to glue them together, and I don't think the glue held up!"
During the time Mad River knew Brautigan, whatever was going on in his romantic life seems to have been something of a mystery to them. Says Tom Manning, "I don't remember ever seeing him with a woman." Rick Bockner: "I don't know if he kept them away from us on purpose! I suspect that he wasn't an entirely happy man. I didn't think about that at the time, you know? I could see that there were probably those little quirks in his personality that might make him possessive or guarded in some departments, for sure." Says Dave Robinson, "We were all attracted to the ladies. In that time and in that consciousness and in that spirit, everybody was on the make. That's the reality of it. I always think that he wound up at our place 'coz we generally had these beautiful women around! God bless him, Richard would go after anything that wasn't nailed down, right now! I think that was part of his deal, that was part of his psyche, and very important to him. His love life was central to his consciousness—and I cringe to call it 'love life.' No, I won't do that, it's not at all what it was about. It was something more than that, and it was important to him. It was important to all of us. We didn't see much of the women he was with; he was kind of guarded. He was guarding his and eager to meet ours!"
Occasionally, some of the Mad River guys would visit Brautigan in his flat. "It was right at the corner of Geary and Masonic," says Lawrence Hammond, "and it was this old house that sat all alone. He had the first floor. It was Spartan in the extreme." Rick Bockner: "Not a lot there, but it was really a welcoming space, a very nice space to be in." As Dave Robinson remembers, "It was a hippie flat, one of those wonderful old flats where you walk up the stoop and there's a parlor. You walk up the hall a little bit and on the left there's a water closet. Then off to the right there's a living room and a dining room, then a bedroom, another bedroom, then a kitchen in the back, all down off this long hallway. With those big San Francisco bay windows. Very spacious, full of light."
"At this time," says Hammond, "Trout Fishing in America was just way up the Best Seller list and there was all this money, but Richard just couldn't fathom that, and so he was just living as he'd always lived. I remember going over there and he decided he would scramble us some eggs. He actually at times liked to cook and liked good food, but only one burner on his stove worked. I said, 'Richard, how long has it been like that?' and he said, 'Ever since I've been here. I've become good at one-burner cooking.' There was nothing in his bedroom. He always wore the same clothes. I suppose he went out to a laundromat somewhere." The simplicity of Brautigan's lifestyle extended to transportation, as Greg Dewey recalls. "I remember once when I was walking with him and I said, 'So, Richard, how come you don't have a car?' and he says, 'Well, I don't have a driver's license.' I was astonished he didn't have a driver's license and I said, 'What do you mean, you don't have a driver's license?' He says, 'I don't need a car.' I went, 'What?' He says, 'Well, who needs a car?' I said, 'You've got to have a car to get around' and he said, 'No, I don't. I just put my thumb out, or I could walk, or I could get on a bus.'"
Considering Brautigan's eventual sad end, it is hard to avoid a sense of ominous foreshadowing in the fact he kept guns around his flat. He liked to talk about them at times. "It is kind of creepy in retrospect," says Lawrence Hammond. "I just kind of let him talk about it, because he was such an unviolent guy." One of Brautigan's memorable disquisitions involved a World War II vintage machine gun he had in his place. "I can remember him expounding on why the Japanese lost the war," says Dave Robinson. "He wasn't a gun freak, but he had guns around. He had this Japanese light machine gun. A heavy thing with a tripod, so you can steady the barrel. There's a handle that comes out of the side of the barrel. In the Japanese machine guns, that handle is welded to the barrel, so that the barrel itself, if you take the gun apart, is a 25" tubular affair with a handle sticking out the side of it. That's the main weapon that's used in jungle warfare, a light machine gun. Those go bad very quickly. If you fire a hundred rounds through that, it's ruined. It just gets plugged up with lead, it warps, it gets too hot. So, the logistics of jungle warfare is to get food and medicine and machine gun barrels to your guys. And because of that handle welded onto the side of the barrel, they could only pack I think like six of those guys in a box one man could carry. Which is a very inefficient way of doing it. The guns that were used by the Americans and most of the Australians had a screw on the handle, and you get twenty of those barrels in a crate. So, the geometry of that [Japanese] barrel limited the number of machine guns that could be operable. That was Richard's theory. It takes many a good reefer with this!
"He was a great one for implications. A lot of his wisdom was jumping to the ultimate conclusion. Being able to travel great distances through logic and intuition to the end point of an argument or question, often with great humor."
Brautigan and Mad River often performed at the same events, for it was the nature of the times that poets and musicians shared the same stage. "Remember, this was not only music," says Dave Robinson. "There are bands, there are musical hangers-on, there are poets, there are ranting idiots who take the microphone from time to time, there are political rabble rousers. Those shows were a chance to get to a microphone, so that people whose art flowed through a microphone were attracted to that. There were standup comedians, too. So, anybody that could hold their own for more than a minute or two would show up at these things. I think that's part of it."
As Rick Bockner recalls, "Our neatest gig—I think the most interesting historical gig—we played a gig for poets against the war in Vietnam. It was at the University of Santa Barbara, in '68. It was Kenneth Rexroth, Robert Bly, Lenore Kandel, Tuli Kupferberg and Ed Sanders. It was like the cream of the cream of the crop of that Beat up to Hip era. It was just a real powerful night. That was a neat literary moment, and we were the music for it. Richard was there; it was probably him that made the connection with that group for us. To me, that was some kind of a cultural moment that I didn't truly appreciate at the time. But when I look back at the poster from that, it's just an amazing lineup of the best poets of the Sixties."
Also memorable was a beach party in Santa Barbara which was organized—if that is the word for it—by the Diggers. Says Bockner, "This is one of those California beach parties that are only talked about in legend and song. It was a mixture of Hells Angels and poets and musicians and surfers—it was just a mix. Brautigan was there. I remember cops running around going 'Who's in charge here?!?'—which is the wrong thing to ask at a Digger event! Everybody said, 'You are! What do you want to do? What do you want to see happen? OK, take it away! If you can do it, then you can get it!' It was absolute chaos, and we were playing on the beach there." Dave Robinson: "We actually wound up sleeping right on the beach. Terrible sand fleas."
For their first LP, Mad River were assigned veteran L.A. producer Nik Venet. Venet had worked with countless acts, including the Beach Boys and Bobby Darin, and had recently scored a hit with "Different Drum" by the Stone Poneys, but he had never produced anything remotely like Mad River. Says Tom Manning, "He comes up from L.A. in his Jaguar XKE, trying to figure out what the fuck these longhairs from the Haight-Ashbury are trying to do—it just blew him out of the shop!" Greg Dewey: "I remember us doing mixes where all five of us had hands on the slide pots, and Venet's back there going 'Give me another pill!'" There was also, according to Isaac "Harry" Sobol, Mad River's manager, a bit of romantic intrigue during the sessions. "David Robinson started having an affair with Nik Venet's girlfriend, or secretary, or something like that. How that affected Venet's take on things, I don't know!" As Rick Bockner recalls, "There were a lot of arguments with Nik. We were really prickly, you know. I hate to say it, but we didn't trust anybody. We really took that 'Don't trust anybody over 30' business way too seriously at the time, and we were pretty sure we were gonna get screwed somehow. And we were! It was a self-fulfilling prophesy."
Any joy they experienced the day the carton containing 20 copies of the freshly pressed and packaged Mad River LP arrived was extremely short-lived. It was bad enough that the band members' names did not match up with their pictures, and Rick Bockner's last name was misspelled as "Bochner." The real horror came when they opened one up and put it on the turntable: in post production, Capitol had actually sped up the tracks. "It wasn't a mistake," says Tom Manning. "It was considered at the time that 18 minutes per side was the best high fidelity, and they just sped it up to fit into that." The resulting product did the music, which was often speedy enough already, no favors, and was especially unflattering to Lawrence Hammond's vocals. Greg Dewey: "It was one of the biggest heartbreaks of my life, to have our dream come out and just about everything about it was wrong. Then we get slammed in Rolling Stone of all places, and by someone that we know. [Reviewer Ed Ward was a fellow Antiochian.] That was just about as bad as it could get."
Due in part to the critical shellacking it had received in Rolling Stone, Mad River did not sell, and Capitol did not renew the recording contract. Mad River was, however, able to record a second album, Paradise Bar and Grill. Produced this time by an old friend, Jerry Corbitt of the Youngbloods, the second album, recorded in Berkeley, boasted a much more varied sonic palette, blending acoustic and electric textures in a way the first album had not. The album was this time dedicated to departed bandmates Greg Druian and Tom Manning. (Manning, feeling increasingly outclassed by the formidable musicianship of the other guys, had decided to leave the band.)
Paradise Bar and Grill also featured the recording debut of Richard Brautigan, "Love's Not the Way to Treat a Friend." This performance was actually recorded during the sessions for the first album, but was held over for the second. Says Greg Dewey, "My personal feeling was that we didn't have a concept where that fit. We just wanted to get it on tape." This was, in retrospect, a wise choice, as it sits very nicely indeed on the first side of Paradise Bar and Grill. Recorded live, Brautigan reads his poem to an acoustic guitar duet put together by Robinson and Hammond. Says Rick Bockner, "I thought that was such a great contribution to that album; it made it very special for me. A great moment."
As to how the session came to be, Tom Manning says, "I think Lawrence asked him to read a poem and said we'd put a piece of guitar work behind it." "I think it was sort of a band idea," says Greg Dewey. "I think it was one of those drunk night ideas. Richard was there, and the idea was, 'How about if you read a poem to a guitar?' and he thought, 'Okay, yeah!' But he had really never done anything like that; he had no idea what we really meant. The guys came up with the piece. We got back together at the studio—we didn't practice it. Richard had absolutely no concept of how to read it; he read the whole poem before they even got done with the first verse of the music! He had trouble with the verse concept, waiting around to read his poem. We basically had to direct him. It was rough. The music didn't actually work the way we intended it to, so we cut it in half. We got Richard to slow down and we cut the music in half." Manning adds, "It took a while and probably more than one joint to figure out what the hell was going on, to make it work." Dewey continues: "He was used to just reading his poem the way he felt like it, and in this case he had to wait for the guitars to get done. I think he had considered that songs are a lot like poems, but he had never considered how you have to perform the poem within a song. So, suddenly he was trying to do it and it was harder than he thought. We didn't want him to try and sing it; we just wanted him to be Brautigan."
Asked about his take on the poem, Dewey replies, "It was kind of a startling poem. I don't think I was prepared for it to be that poem. It struck me as, wow, a heavy poem—he's lighter than that, usually. I think that he's talking about a friend that fell in love with him, and that was difficult for him. He probably had a buddy, a fuck friendship with this person, and I think he had a number of those, but suddenly it was turned into a love affair, and it was more complicated than he needed it to be. I think that's what that was about, but I'm guessing, 'coz I didn't talk to him about it."
An unqualified artistic success, Paradise Bar and Grill also fared a bit better commercially than had the first album, and actually managed to chart, albeit at #192. Though there never was a break up—indeed, the members of Mad River remain good friends to this day—things just wound down. For one thing, the draft, a worry that had long dogged most of them, finally caught up with Rick Bockner, who split to British Columbia. And when Greg Dewey was asked to drum for Country Joe and the Fish, then at the height of their success, it was hardly an offer he could turn down.
"After Mad River broke up," Dewey recalls, "Brautigan came over once. He was getting famous. So was I. I was with Country Joe and the Fish. He was busily drinking me under the table, as usual, and he said to me, 'So, what are you planning on doing? Are you going to get rich, or famous, or both?' It didn't occur to me that I had to think about that. I just thought if you got to be famous, you got both, so I said, 'Well, you know, famous.' He said, "You better plan on getting rich.' He was right about that."
Lawrence Hammond and Greg Dewey kept in touch with Brautigan, though over the years they saw increasingly less and less of him. "I'd go over to the Bolinas bar," says Dewey, "and I'd see Richard there, and then I'd go over to Richard's house and we got reacquainted. But I stayed acquainted with him. The way I did was by running into him at Enrico's. I made a point of dropping into Enrico's, 'coz he made a point of being there. If I was going through the City I went there, and if he was there, I stopped. That's just the way it went."
Of the sad trajectory Brautigan's life took in the following years, Rick Bockner says, "It was hard for me when he ended up just kind of sinking into wine and killing himself. It was really a harsh way to go for a guy like that. He was kind of a prince at the time we knew him, you know."
"To tell you the truth," says Lawrence Hammond, "I didn't foresee what happened to him was going to happen. I was apprehensive for him, but at the time the book [Trout Fishing in America] came out, I imagined that this guy was just going to go on and become a literary giant. It didn't work out that way. I just think that the literary world moved on, and he ended up as a novelty, a sort of artifact of the hippie deal. He went on doing what he'd been doing, and suddenly there were a million people doing it and doing it more elaborately, or even better. When he started hanging out with [Tom] McGuane and those guys, I think that—either because of his drinking or other things—they just outpaced him. Tom Robbins, that whole set.
"Like Hemingway, he became an imitation of his own art—continued to try to imitate what had worked before, and wasn't really able to forge ahead. I think that when he was hanging out in Montana with Thomas Berger and those guys, I think that was probably really bad for him—a bunch of flamboyant personalities who were also fairly disciplined artists and fairly disciplined about their drinking. Richard, being an alcoholic, couldn't be disciplined. I'm quite sure he was probably bi-polar, and I think he was bi-polar long before he became an alcoholic.
"That thing with guns. I didn't think too much about it for years, and then I heard that when he was out at Bolinas he would drink and go out and shoot cans for hours. In terms of literary style, he might have denied it, but he borrowed so much stuff from Hemingway's tricks, in terms of brevity. What was supposed to be left unsaid, he'd write it down and then leave it out, which Hemingway did in a lot of his stories. As the years went on I kind of thought of Hemingway's drinking more, prone to depression and carrying the pistol his father had shot himself with around with him. It all just seems kind of creepy to me. It seems as time ran on that Hemingway and Brautigan wound up being afflicted by the same addictive disease, and they became imitations of themselves and had invented a public persona. The inside didn't match the outside. It caused them to suffer a lot. I don't know, maybe I'm dragging the parallels too far, but they both seem kind of bi-polar."
Greg Dewey was in Mill Valley, not far from Bolinas, when Brautigan ended his life, in the fall of 1984. "I started becoming aware that there were these rumors going around about what a jerk Brautigan was, and that he'd been 86'd from the bar in Bolinas. At this time I was trying to confront my own alcoholism problems; I was in trouble myself. I knew Richard wasn't a bad person, I knew that this was one of the kindest people I'd ever met in my entire life. I knew that this guy had the same disease I had, and I wanted to help him personally. At the time I was, oddly enough, what's called 'twelve-stepping' people. I was very effective sending people to AA, and I wanted to talk to Richard."
Though Dewey wanted to contact Brautigan, he was, for whatever reasons, brushed off by the people he spoke to. "He had people around him that were basically groupies," he says. "I was trying to find Richard. I thought he was in Bolinas, but they said he was in Japan. I was in Mill Valley, I was only eight miles away from Richard, and I wanted to talk to him, 'coz I knew that he was just a drunk." When asked why he thinks his attempts to communicate were rebuffed, Dewey says of the people he talked to, "Their basic trip is that it's more important for them to be his friend than to have me be his friend—they wanted to deny my friendship to him. Marty Balin and I called them EV's, which stands for 'energy vampires.' They can get severe. People get between you and them. They think they're protecting him from people. They didn't believe me that I knew him, or they didn't want to let him know that I was there, or whatever—I don't know what the fuck. But, at any rate, they prevented me from finding him and he shot himself. Not that I could have made a difference—I just wish I could have found him. We could have shot each other, or gotten into a fight, or we could have gone to the bar and got drunk together one last time. I don't care what would have happened, I just wanted the opportunity to try. I wanted to find him and tell him that he was a beautiful person, and that he had the same disease I had."
Thinking back on his old friend, Lawrence Hammond says, "A lot of painful memories there, but good ones, too." "He had a lot of complicated things in his head," adds Tom Manning, "but to the people who knew him and loved him, he seemed to be one of the most uncomplicated guys there was."
Greg Dewey recalls a passing moment he shared with Brautigan one afternoon in San Francisco, long ago. "One time he said, 'You know that little breeze, Dewey?' It was in the summer, it was very hot. 'That little breeze was just like a poem.'"